Monday, October 31, 2005
Files of Stuff
I've had a really busy week. And oddly enough, I haven't done much. In fact, I have so much that I'm behind on before class tomorrow night that if I let myself think about it for too long - I just might freak the hell right out. So I'm going to try not to. In the movie, "Elizabethtown", Orlando Bloom's character collects a mental file of last looks. Looks that people give him when they think it's the last time they'll ever see him again. I've been doing a lot of filing of my own. Mostly it's just been of instances that have taken place over the week that I wanted to blog about...spending the night in the hospital, the birth of Madison, Halloween, drinking and other things... And I've filed times with one friend in particular...just simple things...the way sometimes we don't want to stop talking. The way the talk helps the pain go away...the way it can calm the panic. The same panic I am trying to calm right now. I have a lot I've wanted to blog...but I just need to get to bed so I can get up tomorrow and do the 8 zillion things I have put off doing. So for now, I'll publish two pictures of Madison. Because she's just too cute not to.